Just venting
I promised to be brutally honest so here I go. I did not realise that having a business would trigger anxiety, panic, self-doubts, jealousy and whatnot. Every single second a thought of whether any orders will come in today, how will I manage the finances, the Instagram post, and reels, when the deliveries will happen or if the candles will reach in a proper condition, and will I be able to retain the clientele. The list is endless. I am not saying that I come into this in a hope of achieving everything easily "Thali mei Saja Hua", but this isn't the easiest of things. I am also not saying that this is not going well, but when someone comes to me and says, "nice work yaar" or "kaafi aesthetic vibes hai" I do feel good and appreciated and validated. I work literally 24*7, I am doing everything on my own and it does drain me a lot. Working so hard and not getting the same amount of response, feeling unsatisfied at the end of the day. Posting 3 times...